WELCOME TO MY REALISTIC LAND

HI BLOGYI you know what I really missed Mai a lot I know it’s really a strange things to say today but it’s the truth I really missed the old Mai which was happy all the time which was really a young girl with a lot of dreams around want really to accomplish this dreams in every possible way it’s a nice way of thinking I guess to have dreams to be ambushes too its nice thing to have cause if you are very ambushes person I bet you will be one day a thing and not just a thing a big nice thing too dreaming is very nice and if you really have something to dream of is very nice so I guess having a dream is really have the way of making it come true so I really think that the dreams make our life more easier more fun more happy make us looking forward to do something tomorrow make us have a thing to wake up for tomorrow but the only problem is really not to have one I really don’t have any dreams I had long time ago but I realized that it will never will come true never and ever so I decided to stop dreaming and to be a real person even if I know that it’s a tuff design to have and it means also that you will live you reality without any hope to change it what so ever as if life really stops at this point at what I am living in at my own life I am not really looking forward for anything cause I really stopped dreaming of fairy tales cause I used to believe in their existence but I realized that they don’t exist in this world may be their are really exist in the tales only in it so I decided to life it as it is tell my times come but I trying to do my best to meet god with some good actions in order not to make really upset of me but I am really thinking of nothing or dreaming of nothing in this life cause I know that we will live it as it is weather we really like it or not it’s just faith I am really one of hoping of things will never happen so it’s really good to be realistic and to be yourself stop acting on yourself by telling yourself that tomorrow will be better we really don’t know that we just hope that and not all dreams come true so please stop hoping to stop being shocked and depressed cause I guess I took my share from shocks and from depressions too so anyway welcome to my land realistic land and the hell with the fairy tales stories really the hell with this these little creatures and their nonsense