JUST STABBING MYSELF IN THE HEART

HI BLOGYI hope you are really fine today will I am not that good really well I guess it's just faith which really didn't give us what we really need even if he gave it to us he really gave it to us incomplete without being carful as we really hoped that could be when you really met someone who really thought that he is the missing half that you really searched for him your all life even if you really find that one or the closest to what we really need but at very end it is not the whole truth may be it's just teasing me and getting his tongue out to me and say to me I will gave it to you but you will not get it at the very end cause at the very end you will have it around yes but will not be yours at very end it will be never yours even if you really stand on your head to have its so it’s just teasing me from far away and telling me that no need to really do anything you are that close but you will not get what you really want cause it's not yours and will never be yours it’s not meant to be honey but the really funny thing in the whole thing that I couldn't take myself away as usually cause its really nice feeling to feel and nice someone to be with I think that it will BE NICE TO FIND THIS FEELING FOR SOME TIME BETTER THEN NEVER FIND IT AT ALL AND WILL BE BETTER TO BE NEAR BETTER THEN FAR AWAY AT ALL ITS REALLY NICE AND MARVELOUS FEELING TO FEEL REALLY ADORABLE ONE SO I CANT RISEST KEEPING IT EVEN IF THIS FEELING WILL BE AT THE VERY END STABBING MYSELF IN THE HEART NOT JUST IN THE HEART BUT IN THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART IS IT FAIR WHAT I AM OING TO MYSELF IS THAT REALLY FAIR OR JUST I AM KILLING MESELF IN SLOW MOTION DON'T REALLY KNOW ANYWAY GOD WITH ME