TWO TOTALLY STRANGERS

HI BLOGYI I know that I talk nowadays too much but it’s really ok I just need to speak in order not explode inside myself I am really nowadays in a bad mood very bad mood already but it was really strange at least from my side you know why cause I am really surrounds myself well and protect myself well too but I guess when the person in a bad mood could really do anything stupid just to get out of this mood anyway I knew a guy in Alex this guy was married but the touchy thing that make me felt so impressed that he was very caring to his daughter I felt its really weird may be cause Saif has not at least quarter of this attention from his father who totally forgot that he really had a son a live out their so I knew him took his number he did not called I forget the subject its really ok but he called after a while so he wants to see me but he really has a problem that a friend of his is in Cairo he had to stay with him so I refused to see him with his friend anyway the second day he called to tell me that I will see him when I went their I found him his friend so I were upset so I talked to him in a bad way then we want in a road similar to the symmetry roads dark and bad one so I were really afraid I were silent all the way I just got into an oriental cafe nice one really called basataa but really as if it is in the middle of the desert Bedouins ways of sitting on the ground with colorful carpets with DJ and Sheshaa so it were really lovely except I were really ugly from Ahmed who really turns to be not Ahmed anyway I felt even if I talked with his friend more than him and already try to make fun of him in criticizing way and I were really intending that and on our way home we spoke a lot my shame issue and closing on myself was a lot loose so I talked laughed and i have fun even if I was very silly with Ahmed but I really it’s what he really deserve it’s nice to change cause change is healthy but really how come I went with them without even knowing them i know that goes really protected me and they were really descent and nice but what if they were really bad ugly what could I had really done anyway I know that god kept an eye on me cause i know that he really loves me as if I love him of course I think it’s a moment of craziness cause of the bad mood and a lot ,f brave and bold of myself too so thx god I am really fine and already had a nice time too