HAVE YOU EVER FELT THAT YOU REALLY TOUCHES THE SKY WITH YOUR OWN HAND

HI BLOGYI I can't really describe the feeling its really very nice to feel that you really cares about someone and someone really cares about you so much who really there for me when you I really need when I really feels that I am really alone I am really have no one to turn to had no one to be with had no one to be there for me to feel safe with to feel secure with him to be happy with to feel with him all the feelings I just need to feel all the words that I really need to tell and really need to her it's really a nice feeling out there but I am really scared very scared of that feeling or from getting used to this feeling cause if I really got used to be not alone to be having someone out there for me this will really make me feels as if I am dead after I were relived again after feeling alive and after feeling with the blood in the my veins and after feeling that I am really existing and I am really living here as if I see the whole world again but with a new eyes with new smile with a big kiss and with a nice attitude toward everything around so please god don’t let me lose that feeling again cause I really will die this time I will be really smashed till the bones and no chance what so ever to be really fixed again with no hope at all to be really fixed and be even half I were before I just trying to deal with myself as if I am really a glass person need to be treated gently and to be treated in a very tender nice way cause it’s too fragile too weak to be dealt with in a strongly way so please god I hope that I will never be broke again cause I am really glowed very difficult and can’t take it anymore I am just as they says dead Mai's walking imagine the situation if you really get someone from the grave this someone will be walking up in a real mess with no idea about what is really going on around he is just dead man walking around everyone is really watching and afraid to interfere with afraid of the freak so I guess I am just the freak so dead man walking freak what a nice name