MEN THE GREATEST MISTREY I THINK

MEN THE GREATEST MISTREY I THINK

I SOMETIMES thinks a lot and that really what makes me on the edge of madness cause my mind never stops thinking even when I am sleeping, I think my brain will never stops until I am finally dead ,I guess it’s the truth the only truth I am very sure of it ,anyway that’s not our issue here the only question, I really hope to find an answer for it is that, why when you deal with men kindly and in a nice way with a lot of attention with a lot of respect with a very smooth way full of tender and in a very touchy way, what really happens? he suddenly turns into a horrible person why is that ?he feels that he is really wanted and he is so valuable, then he decide to treat you with neglect ,carless way and really decide to treat you as if you are really some kind of a toy ,why is that ?is that some kind odd madness? Honestly I think so; I don’t know why life can’t be so simple

Why? Why do we have to complicit it by these actions why? Why do you have to be so mean, if I really find someone this someone treats me nice and really cares and really share with me happy moments ,why do I have to be mean with him, I could simply complete or just stop ,if I really want to, it’s so easy nice to be very clear as crystal, why do we have to act on others and on ourselves too ,why do we have to do so it’s really bad thing to do ,very bad I guess I think when I find someone really care I most appreciate this and care too, if really find that this person really deserve to care about, if he cares a lot ,I care a lot, if he was nice to me I will be nice to him I guess it’s some kind of action and reaction thing, it’s really goes both ways, that the normal thing to do but, really it never happens ,when the man knows that you really care you have some kind of a feeling toward him ,he just take it as an excuse to touchier you ,or to punish you on this care, and the most strange thing really that when you really treat him bad really bad he became very happy, he really appreciate you as if you are some kind a fortune ,as if he find someone really good and nice really good indeed ,so it’s so strange why is it have to be vice versa, why good treatment and nice one had to be faced by bad and ugly one ?why is that it’s really something makes me so confused makes me thinks thousand times before treating a man in a very good way, I have to treat him bad to gain him, why is that ?that’s really madness with all this word could really carry from meanings , I think they usually says that men are like dogs but even dogs don’t do that, so when they are treated good they really love you and worship you, and they are so linked to you then they can’t be equals to the dogs cause its really Injustice to the dogs ,guess it’s really some kind of illness its Sense of inferiority that he really feels complete when he do this with someone ,as if it’s really makes him feels his manhood and that he is really a good man which really can treat others bad, and also in control of others and of things, he really can says when he really be good to someone or even being so bad, I hope this illness vanish, I hope cause it really ruins any relationship cause its very normal to do so ,cause any person really respect himself will really be hurt by the feeling of being treated badly, and by the feeling of being unwanted it’s a horrible feeling ,but not all the people are straight forward not all of them are direct in treating people, not all of them appreciate you, or your feeling or even appreciate your needs to them ,they just put you under pressure cause you just show that you really care, is caring a crime ?and is it really deserve to be hang for ?is it ?why? Some normal person please answers me: why? Are we just too complicated to have even one relationship just being straight even for once in our lives???????