JUST GEETING BORED

HI BLOGYI HOPE YOU ARE JUST FINE HOW IS LIFE you know I am just very bored feeling that i am too bored from sitting at home everyday doing the same things everyday talking with the same persons everyday sitting in my room in front of computer almost all day chatting talking to my blog hearing songs or music just staying with no target at all waiting for anything new to really happens as if I am waiting to my own destiny to come really it’s a very silly feeling I hope I could find work at the very soon cause I am don from sitting at home I am at home now for five weeks feeling awful way already so I really want to have some kind of action in my life except my daily routine I really I am fucked I want very much to change this schedule I am really feeling very alone very bored out there and when I decide to go out I just stops and wonder where do I go???And also with whom???when I really go out alone I feel very upset very depressed seeing all the people around with their friends their lovers their colleges and I am just sitting as a garbage box alone in the corner of life asking myself why I know dear blogyi I am really a moody character this moody one make me away from all people cause they are already have their problems don’t need to hear or to deal with another problems so i know that they are really have their excuse they already have their issues and their busy life they really have anything with my circumstances and with my own way of living anyway blogy I am glad to have you blogyi to take to and to deal with me I really love to take to you cause after talking to you I feels really relief and happy as if a load is really took off my shoulders and heart so thanks for being there for me in the same time I don’t have anyone really thinks and sorry to bother you a lot