TWO DAYS IN SOLITAREY

HI BLOGYI hope you are just fine, well I took two days in solitary, cause I felt that I just needed that very much ,cause sometimes the person just feels that loneliness is just the cure for many things ,so I just silent my mob and vanished from the internet as to be really alone, cause really the mob and the internet is my connection with this world ,cause without these two, I feels that I am really unconnected to this world, with no one at all ,but I really know that loneliness is better or a lot better than being with people just makes you more and more miserable, so I decided to be just alone more better than being with them, cause being with them makes me feels that I am really pathetic ,that I am just sad, want just to dig and put myself in a whole ,to really get rid from this feelings that I feels when they are around, so that is really a solution, and it’s a nice one in order to feels better, and also cause I really promised you Mai, that I will really take you away from these people, and I will stop hurting you again, so that’s in order to believe me and to know that it’s really a fresh new start Mai, that I really try to make you believe that I will make what I really promised you, that I will do so, I really started doing it these days you know what, I were really better when I were away cause, when I am away I just spare myself all this shitty things, and all these attitudes, so I guess it was really good thing to do it, but I really couldn't do it more than that, cause I really preferred to face my problems its more better than hiding from them, but really facing it will make me feels that I am strong but I know that I am not but really it makes me feels that I can really complete this way ,as if I am taking a rest just to can complete this long way ,I am really fine will be always fine, but really was in need for these two days ,and I finally had them congratulation ya amar you just needed them and you finally had them well done .