AUGUST IN COMING

August is coming fucks i think you all wonder what so special about August not that much really its just my birthday so its not that special actually I don't love that data very much i think it turns all my sadness and grief on don't know the reason but i really think cause i am alone don't have someone to remember it or to be happy with to share it with me to care enough to give me even a flower ladies ans gentlemen i just get so sad on it so depressed so lonely so I really don't like this day its the 25th really so i know its really will be in Ramadan so its a good reason to not celebrate it or make a party will i never make a party really but I really don't feel that it will be this year any different then the other years but i really guess being alone a lot better then be with someone acting caring and sharing on you cause one day you will open your eyes and find yourself alone in this world don't have one to be near beside I think one day when i grew up and my hair turn into white i will be alone too don't have anyone to lien on or to be next to me in my entire life its really a sad life to be by myself with no one around no one cares enough to be really there anyway i know that everything in this life has a reason may be we don't see it but god see it so it is foe our own good to be like that its god will and i have faith in his will i know that he really loves me and really choose what really better for me so i am really happy with my god choice for me so its really OK alhamdolllah