One day and I am back

Hi blogyi how are you i am really upset that I am back from Alex after only one day cause I have an interview of work tomorrow so I really had to come back to Egypt after one day only I have a very hard tan from the the sun even I used to stay under our umbrella so wish me luck in my interview I really feels happy cause I have an interview cause I am really need to work i am really bored from sitting at home so I wish really to work very soon after I will finish the interview I will travel again cause I need to finish up my vacation I need to do so I was really happy when I was sitting by the sea it was really nice with nice weather i really was happy even if when I look around myself i feels sorry for myself i feels that I am the only person alone on the shore their are all families when i look around and find myself really alone feels very sorry for myself and feels really self bitty but its OK cause i really got used of it got used to be really alone with no one but at the past it used to hurt but no not I am not hurt now I guess I am healed so far it isn't hurting any more just feeling sorry for myself but I guess it will heal too will go and never come back its really nice being on your way of healing its OK to heal its really nice but i guess the problem or the only one that I will always wake up and the next pillow to me will always be empty with no one sleeping on it the bed will always be cold my hands will always without no one to hold my arms will never hug no one but saif but its really OK i am used to very much really that's what i really miss I really feels hallow inside my soul and inside my heart I know its really broke cause of everything he really saw but its really nice feeling that on my way of healing its really nice really I will leave now hopping it will be OK in the interview tomorrow and will be back to Alex insallah so you blogyi when i am back

wish me luck in my vacation take care bye for now