Dear Blogyi

Hi Blogyi how are you I know I am away from you for long time but please don't be mad of me or sad also cause Iwas really upset this last period u know why cause I finally left my work and u really know that my work is my life I know that its too much to say that but its really right my work is my whole life I love to work cause I don't have any kind of life used to think that it is the only thing I really love and do in my life beside being there watching everything around without being able to change anything in it so I lost it now feeling very bad very ugly to lose it but it was really out of my own hands I don't know why do people just don't leave me alone
all I am asking for is to left alone I don't ask for too much really I ask to live by myself doing the only thing am really good at it is work even work they couldn't leave me by myself to do to enjoy my life with the only thing I am really good at so I really am upset to really feel so helpless and really alone with no life at all even the small part i was really living it so please just leave me alone dealing with my life as I really like so now I guess am too uploaded without no place just to pull out my energy in so I feel as if a balloonfull of hot air nearly to explode but really what shall I doanyway will just try to rebuild myself up again don't know when I will stop rebuilding what I really didn't Rowen in the first place so god really help me in all of this i am going through without being just my fault