My Saif

Hi there I just to ask you something but please tell me the truth blogyi do I really unfair with my son do I really unfair with him i know that i really was unfair with him since he was born but really what would i really know I was mistaken from the very beginning cause I really choice an awful person to be his father a person who really don't know the word of responsibility so what about doing it a person who really since he was born he forget anything about him and anything about some person named saif and since that time he really have nothing to do with him to do with anything concerning him so that it was really my mistake from the beginning so that why I feel that I am really had everything to do with his being without a father and also to losses his father since he was really born till now he is 8 years old so that I really try to make him up cause I know that I really Rowen his life and made him suffer a lot without having a father I know that he is really deep inside he asks himself where is my dad why is he throwing me like that and forget all about me in this bad way but really the only thing I really know that he growing with no father is a lot better then being with such a person like his dad he is really an awful person a bad one really so being away from him is a lot better then growing up with such a person am really unfair with him cause I choose instead of him I must really let him to choice if he really want him or not want to grow up with him all I really know that I really done what I really had to do and what I really saw right in that time and still seeing that till this moment