STRANGE PHENOMENON

Hi blogyi how are u i was in Alex for a whole week but i were really depressed very cause i were alone totally alone feeling very bad about myself really i looked around and discovered that all around were really not alone like me there were with their families with their beloved with their sisters and brothers and with their husbands and wives with their families but i were totally alone with saif only no one else but saif he was really happy their not so happy also cause he really need friends to play with their were not a lot of kids their also so i felt depressed their with our flat which were full with a lot of memories with my ex we stayed there a lot with our families and by ourselves a lot of memories there were really shocking me as if it long arms of an octopus really turn around my neck so i really felt not happy at all felt that million reason were really graping me to be not happy but the strange phenomenon i really notice their that men really gone nuts don't know really why they were really sitting by their wives and looking to another women hitting on another women as if its really normal to do so as if marriage become a Banach of rights and duties as if a given and take issue as if they really don't care a lot as if their had an issue with being sensitive or they really shoot the feeling with a rifle in order to make sure its really died with no hope at all to worse again how come you can rise a dead person so they really spent on the wives and the kids and do really what ever they want then sheet on them knowing another have affairs sleeps with others hitting on them its really fine very OK i guess and due to all that they took full service to be cooked for washed for raising kids for also every thing to be living in a hotel five stars and also sleep with for free even if he is not satisfied at all but he really do it as some king of greed also so i really like to ask something why marriage really turn to be that way just rights and duties why is that it really lost its taste really in a very strange way don't know why is the fault from women or really from men i guess they both share this responsibility together they really most carry it out together and also try to solve it together too i guess that really in order to fix this problem out