Good Morning There
How is everybody its very early in the morning but I really love to walk up early cause I have tones to do in the morning i wake up around 6:30 i just have to clean everything up before i go out cause my mother is sick now cant do anything by herself so i really had to help her out specially after my sis got married the week before she is not here anymore although we was not really good friends but really when she left our house i felt that she is leaving a strange space in the house i used to find her at night laying on the coach watching t.v specially the action series she really adores even if we don't much but really i miss her being their everyday laying down as usually but its life everyone has to go somewhere some marry some die and some were meant to be to be just alone by themselves my weekend was just boring one i spent it at home without anything new most of the day online writing in my blog or chatting with some silly dumb persons which are really hollow and don't think at all no one special in anyway i am not saying that i am the smartest person on the whole world but at least i uses my brain and my heart sometimes just to feel that i am really alive i am really there do i really exist or this is a very long dream will finish in the very end to find myself not even there there were no one in this life was called Mai even for a second
Alsalaam Ailkom
ReplyDeleteI read your blog i felt it full of sorrow and lonely, when i tried to analyse it i felt your to some extent away from ALLAH, if you need to releif you anixety you have to be near to ALLAH, and How to be near to ALLAH by following his rules.you judged some people they are silly dumb I think you mistaken, I am one who you spoken with i am sorry for that, if you do not evlaute people good so why you unhappy because the people sometimes become cruel. any way i am asking ALLAH to Help you.