Mai Really Thinks

I think my biggest problem is that I think a lot I don't know why but really I can’t really hold my brain put of thinking and the really thing that really I think about is why do people become so cruel why they really lost a lot of their good dead why they really became inhuman where is their heart it doesn't really exist anymore
I wonder why.

where is the mercy where is love from our lives am I dreaming really or our world that really turns upside down cause of what where did all the good things really went did they die really or they just left really without even saying goodbyes.

I really don't understand I have a son who is 8 years old his name is Saif I really afraid on him just to turn like all things had turned and become a moisture too I really take care of him cause his father is like the dead living forget about having a son that's only cause he had another one but really is it an excuse to do so to throw my own flash and blood without really a good reason to do. so that's really what makes me wonder and think a lot of life.

Why don't people doesn't think of god anymore are they really going to live forever no one well.

And after we are underground what would we tell him. That we were jerks animals do think except in sex except in every dirty bad thing is that really life just sleeping with each other.

then spit on each other and go may be it is if so god may really relive us from that life fast before it turns into worse more than we could really imagin