Worest Kind Of lonleness

I stayed at the dark i think i really love sitting by my self in the dark i feels a lot of calm and quietness there i feel as if i live alone without anything around with no one there with no one bother u or doing anything what so ever to upset you or make you feel sad or angry but i really realized that this loneliness is not so harsh but the more difficult one is the loneliness among people and not just among any people among your family among your life itself as if your among your body parts among your self you even feels so alone even if with your self around cause myself really mad of me upset of me really don't want to speak to me anymore its really the worse believe me i am not talkingnonsense and i am not under any influence of any kind of drugs really i never even tried it at all cause i am afraid to do so i am a really peaceful person do love this kind of stuff and don't love to even do it even foe once so i am very a wake not dreaming or suffering from hallucinationsits truth that the worse loneliness is that to feel it inside your home inside yourself
inside your soul spirit as if you really cant handle or bear your own clothes cant even find peace with even yourselfthat's the worse so believe me if you didn't taste it its really good thanks good cause its bitterness you cant even imagine or can even bear