TWO CALLS MADE ME FELT HAPPY

YOU KNOW BLOGYI, I GUESS I am just a strange person, I were off today and I were staying at home tell noon, then my mob rang I find two of my colleges at work calling me to ask about me, telling me that they really missed me today and that I really made a bid difference by not coming today , I were really that happy with these two calls ,I know that it seems so strange on me or my nature as you really know blogyi THE THING THAT REALLY MATTEWRS WITH ME A LOT that I really made a different somehow with someone, that I really mattered with someone that really the one thing that made me felt very happy ,that made me felt that I am really alive that I am really with some important to someone even if it was a little importance, I were really happy with this change, I felt really as if I am a baby happy with the new toy he has just got from his parents, just very happy with this change in my life ,so I guess you think that I am a naive person with a silly thoughts, but you no blogyi, I am not at all the only thing that is really wrong with me is that my brain and mind never stops thinking at all, I think if I die in this second will be cause of my brain never takes any breaks what so ever, I know that it is really very wrong indeed but that me, I know that I never stop thinking even while I am sleeping, all my dreams all really shows that very much, I know that cause I really wake up feeling that I were really in a war not sleeping at all ,as if I were really were fighting not resting my body and soul, I know that I must really take a break but really I cant even for seconds or even less than that, I tried a lot but really could do it what so ever, even I tried a lot before but you will never know that two calls really made a big different inside me, it really made my heart really felt happy really felt satisfied, I know that it is not a big deal but it was very big deal to me, very big made me a lot better and cheer up, as if I am really full of joy and happiness, when I really think about it, I really notice that I am a very simple person who can be easily pleased even with a phone call which didn't exceed seconds, so I guess I am a person who can be easily satisfied and who can be really easily pleased with a simple little word or with little action which really seems naïve, or sometimes just a tiny little thing that can really matter to me and made me very satisfied and very happy with myself ,so it really a bless from god that we can be really simple and clear and can be really as baby childish in our reactions and actions and childish in our feelings cause you know what the baby is just so innocent and honest in his feeling can’t really act or can’t really be that good actor he really can’t act what so ever he is so spontaneous in all his thoughts and in all his actions what so ever , as most of the grownups are, so childish feeling is the most pure feeling you could ever face or find just new as a new born baby fresh as a fresh fruit on a tree not polluted with anything among us just so fresh so new , that what I am really positive about, so good for me to have that childish feelings and actions and that pure and naïve thoughts