HANGING COLD FEELINGS IN A PUBLIC SQUARE

HI BLOGYI, today I am off from my work ,I know that it’s my first off, I took from my new job, but really I slept a lot cause I really felt very exhausted from the past few days my biological hours were really confused, cause really I slept in different times, felt that I were really about to feint from the sun and from the difficult transportation, so blogyi I were really tried this period, so I hope that you really forgive me for not asking much about you, sorry am really am ,you know what I really hate cold feelings very much the right meaning for cold feelings is that everything is happening really as normal but really in an awful way, as if they are not really happening cause of care or cause of share no they are really happening as a duty, as if the person really had to do them for any reason but really not for caring, as if he really try to make you think that he is really doing it, but really this action is not for you sack its just to feel that he really doing everything he really had to do, that is really the worse for me, I think that not doing the action is a lot better than doing it for duty sack, it’s really very bad indeed, I hate cold feeling I hate asking for anything ,cause I really think that if anything happens or really came to me from itself is a lot better than really asking for it, and then it comes to you as an answer for your ask for it, and if it really comes to me after I really ask for them, I really don’t need them anymore, I think it’s just some kind of a fake thing or a fake coin it just worthless cause you really can't do anything with it ,it’s really worthless completely worthless for all of us, so I guess that I really hate fake coins very much, I love the spontaneous feeling, that really comes direct from the heart with no request for it really comes out from the heart directly, cause the person really, find that he really feels that he felt it very much inside of him, so he is acting according to his own feelings not just to respond for asking or really to answer that kind of asking, so I guess that I have a lot of cold feeling around me lately don’t know why, but I really hate cold feeling a lot and really I prefer a lot not to have feeling at all around me more then not having cold feeling around me, but the really strange thing really that they told me lately that the person who feels the same all the time is really a crazy one, I think that is not true what so ever I think it’s very wrong really cause I most really be stabile in my feelings when I really love someone I love him all the time, not sometimes and sometimes not that is really the crazy thing to be unstable in our feelings ,that really mean the person is really crazy or just moody to the extremes or just he is acting or a very good actor he can really act on you but when he have no time to do so it’s over ,you know what I really hate acting very much I really don’t like to act at all, I love to do what I really feel don’t care what other tell me about it or what will they think of me, I think it’s really a nice thing to be just simple and to be just spontaneously, to be just clear as crystal to be really obvious why do I have to act, why do I have to make something I don’t like to make it, why do I have to talk to someone, I don't really want to talk to, so I guess that Mai and no one had to Mai as Mai I really love to act and to be myself as I am and the hell with everyone don’t want that ,or really think that really wrong ,I really think that cold feelings is just like the dead ones with no taste With no temperature with no color with no help or worthless to the person have them or really acting with and also to the person who you are really giving to him, cause it will not give him anything new or anything worth ,so I guess the best thing that cold feeling had to hang really in a public square really cause they are really sucks and we must spare ourselves and others these cold feelings IF WE REALLY HAD COLD FEELING we must really hang them and kill them IT WILL VERY EASY TO DO THAT CAUSE YOU ARE REALLY KILLING SOMEYTHING DEAD SOMETHING REALLY DON’T EXIST OR REALLY AN ILLUSION SO IT WILL BE EASY TO SO AND REALLY WILL BE USEFUL TO THE PERSON YOU REALLY GIVE THE COLD FEELING TO CAUSE HE WILL KNOW THAT IT WAS ONLY FAKE AND HE WILL STOP SEACHING FOR THEM BY THE WAY ,AND LOOKS REALLY FOR REAL ONES , AND THE PERSON WHO REALLY GIVES THEM WILL STOP ACTING ON HIMSELF AND ON OTHERS, AND THIS WILL BE JUST NICE FOR BOTH OF YOU, AT THIS POINT YOU WILL MAKE SOMETHING GOOD FOR YOUSELF AND FOR THE OTHER PERSON ,AND THAT WILL BE REALLY GOOD FOR BOTH ,CAUSE THIS SHET MUST STOP BY THE WAY MUST