OUR COMPULSORY GAME OF LIFE

HI BLOGYI,HOW ARE YOU TODAY, hope you are ok, you know what life which we are living is so strange, everything we really wants and we really wishes that it really happens to us, we really never had it for real, but when we throw this thing away with our arms tall its really runs after us in a high speed ,as if it races others to come to you , but it’s really strange why when we need a thing very much, it just runs away and it just vanishes from our ways and it really makes us very miserable, but when we really throw it away it really comes to your feet, as if it’s a present on a golden plate, I really tried this things many times in my life and it really happens, that way but the ironic thing that when it came back to you, you really feels that you don’t need that thing anymore, why do things and persons really don’t know your value unless you leave, after you leave everyone notice that you were really good person and that you were a nice simple person it’s so strange, why don't they think how valuable you are when you are really with them why are you have no value, when you are really with them ,why everything in our life is really walking in the opposite sides with us, I really feels that I and the life really are like the railway with train bars, they are really parallel to each other ,but they can’t really meet in one point cause if they really met on one point, it will be a catastrophe cause the train will make an accident and may be will get out from its way, causing a lot of damage around the train ,and to all the surroundings, so I guess being parallel is a lot better more than causing all these damages done, but the question is that tell when all of this will happens, tell when we will walk parallel to our lives, tell when ,when we want something very much it will run away from us, tell when we throw things away it will runs to us in the same time when we realize that it became worthless to us with no value what so ever to us, we just don’t need it anymore, I know that is el donia ,but I know that this will be very hard to live, it’s so cruel ,it’s really harsh on us to be like that all our lives or it will be really impossible to be lived that way, but I guess we have no alternative in all of that ,there are many things in our lives we have no choice in it, it just happens cause its really meant happened, but the ironic thing really that when it really happened we blame ourselves on them, as if you are the ones to blame in them, but we really have faith that it really happens to us cause it was really meant to happens cause god wants it to be that way, and to really happens cause it really happens for some him for specific reason, this reason from gods point of view is really good for us, but the worse that we don’t know, or we don’t understand this point of view, I guess we are just blinds ,walks with not knowing where or to, whom or what is the point from walking in this way, we just walk this way cause its really meant to be for some reason ,we can’t even see ,or we can’t even understand but really I guess it’s really so harsh to live like this, but really we don’t have a choice to live this life ,or not ,if I were given this choice ,I would have been rejected this life, I would have preferred not to live it ,or not to play this game which is called el donia cause, I am really sucks and it is very horrible to be in it without knowing its simplest rules in order to participate in this game, you really don’t have the key or the rules or anything about this game, or about its simple rules you just had to play without your choice, as if you were really put there without your choice to be really there, but you are, and also had to play this game, so we play but we really know that we are really losers in it, and never win it at all, no matter we tried in it ,so we are just doing what we have to do, but without any hope from us to do something, or to win something out of it, so welcome to our compulsory game, welcome to hell ready to go cause game the game is about to start, so please turn off the light and be ready cause it’s your first and last game the game of your life bingo ,it’s your turn just gooooooooooooooo.