SOME COLLEGES FOR A CHANGE

hi blogyi its my weekend I guess I wake up really early, dont know why I really thought I will sleep till I rotten but it really didn't happened, I wake up very early find that my day is being very long without any reason, so I guess blogyi it is really my fault ,so I guess you are awake just like me, or you are just so sleepy I can really leave you to go and sleep, but I know that I never needed you and you turn your face off to me ,on the contrarily you really ran to me as I really ran to you,but you know what, going down to work is really a lot better then staying counting hours at home, and also I really have nice colleges at work ,they are really very funny and I feels very homey with them despite of the fact that they are really very young ,they are in the twenties early twenties ,but really I have very nice times with them, they are really nice and time passes very fast with them around me, although I finish work before them, I really wait with them tell they finishes their work then we leave all together, I guess I really feels very warm with them, they are so warm and so lovely I am really happy to have them, I guess its really nice to have some friends around us in our work, really am trying to gain friends with all my effort ,cause I am really a friendless person, so I guess that nice thing to happen as a change, that what I really guess but really what a change, I am really happy with it very much, cause I really lost my only friend ,I really had for the next two months, but I guess its really ok, I guess I am kind of used to it very much ,but I am now ok ,and I will be fine but in a while I guess that, cause I am a person with a little relationships, so I really get used to some persons and really want them to be around most of the times, but really that cant be cause they really think that its very hard to happen, or very hard to do this with me and really it really hearts me a lot but also i am really used to it too so i guess I am now anti shock for this kind of shocks, but the strange thing really that it still hurt a lot the feeling that you are really unwanted is really bad, even if you really get it from someone worthless but really hurt a lot ,I know that a lot so, I really know that cause it hurts me a lot before ,but I know it doesn't matter cause I stop wanting this from people and that really a nice thing to do with yourself ,to be really far away from being hurt from anyone that is the right thing to do with people all, I know that and I know that we have to do it as a protection and as a shield from really being hurt, soI guess its really good for me to really do something like that in order to protect my poor unlucky heart from being hurt again