WAW WHAT A NICE START FOR A DAY

WAW what a start for such a nice day,really a wonderful day which started with fight.it is really nice,I just waked up in a nice mood just saying good morning to all surroundings,tries to begin a nice day with a smile as I try everyday ,but really something must really comes up to turn everything upside down,as if it didn't meant to be,to be just happy for once as if it's something not normal to be that way,anyway it was really a very bad way to start that way,but really I am not glad at all with this new day,and with with this start too,so I guess it is bad start for an isuue in my blog too,but really as usual I am not that happy what so ever,so I decided to skip this subject and make myself as I didn't see all of that,as if I am really dreaming of something really not that good ,specially I waked up really early today around 4 am cause my brother was really ill and my dad had to took him to the hospital at dawn ,so it was really a busy morning full of silly things bad things ,don't know the reason behind all of that ,I guess it is some kind of normal thing to happen to me at anytime ,I wake up in a nice mood feeling happy ,I just find a thing to made me felt bad deep down inside ,this what I am really feeling inside myself, but I guess this is really normal thing to happens so ,its ok if it really happened ,so I guess I am just feeling this shit deep inside cause I think that this lady or the office manger which really yelled at my face in an ugly way was a pretty bad thing to happen in the early morning,specially from this garbage lady which I really hate her a lot feels very bad towards her, as a person in general,so I wanted to kill her or stab her in the heart,or just shock her with my own hands,for her talking way in talking to me,so the hell with her in general fuck her in deed .