DEALING INSIDE THE STORM

I GUESS its very strange to have a computer at work, cause Iusually don't have one prevet or one for my own, so its a strange feeling to happen,I know that it's very normal to all ,but not for me ,cause I dont have a computer at work, so it's some kind of nice to have it for a change ,so blogyi even it is really bad day but I am almost over it ,I am trying very much to get over this mess as I really can,even today is really full of work, I also learned a lot of things new things actually for me ,so I guess learning is a lot better then sitting without any work what so ever ,so sitting with a lot of work to do and with a lot of tention is really better then sitting with nothing to do what so ever, I love to work so that the day would really pass away very fast while working that what I really like very much to do ,and to happen too,so I guess it is a weapon but with two eadges cause working makes you really connect with people, and connecting really create a lot of problmes with them but not dealing with them makes you really stand frozen without learning or dealing with there problmes what so ever,so even with problmes I am happy to deal with people cause I am really learning something really new and important to in my work as a whole , that's what Iam really happy with ,SO it's good for me a lot to work in this situation which is kind of complecated but really it is easy to handle it while being directly inside it ,as a storm that you can imagine it and also imagine what you can do in it when it really comes, but it is really different from really being inside it ,and face it, face to face that's far away from imagining things out, or making a plain for something you didn't face or didn't even see it , it before or without putting yourself face to face with it, in a direct way that is the creation itself cause putting yourself in the situation a lot better then being a viwer from an outside point, I guess that is my point of view may be it is not right but I am really convenced with it very much cause I really tried it a lot, and I really discovered that, it's a nice stratigey to deal with things when you are in the middle of it.