A JOURNEY TO THE ZOO

I HAD last week a journey to the zoo, cause Saif really insists that he really need to go out ,and he really wanted to have a journey to the zoo ,cause he really love the zoo and really love to feed the animals, and also love to see them, and also love to feed them with his own hands, so I tried to make him feels happy as a change, but really I Wanted to give him a journey as a change cause I rarely take him out cause, I am always tired from work, and from going out, so I always stay with him at home in the holidays, and in any vacation, that is really me I am very lazy as concerning going out,I really prefer to stay at home more then really going out with him, or with anyone else, this me or the really Mai, I guess I am very traditional person, and a boring one too, that is the truth which I really love to confess it with my own tongue, and with my own mouth too, anyway I took him to the zoo he was really happy with this journey, he started and feed some animals and was really happy with this journey, anyway I really made him drew on his face cause he really love it very much, he drew a spider man on his face with colors, and was really happy with it then he asked me to buy him something from there, when I opened my bag I didn't find the purse, I searched in my bag the whole bag for it, I really couldn't find it anywhere I were really angry cause it really had all my papers in it, and that really means that I had really to make all the papers again ,and that means a lot of effort and routine places and employees, and that was very bad for me ,so I took him home and I were really sad and angry too, but really there were nothing in my hands to do, so I really sat on the bed and cried for hours with nothing to do except crying helpless , what so ever with a very bad mood in deed and nothing to do or think about ,Saif sat beside me with a very bad feeling in his eyes saying to me that he is really sorry that I were robed, cause he is the one to blame cause he was the one who really insists to take me out ,but really I felt bad for him and told him that it was really ok and it wasn't really his fault, and I really stopped crying for him, cause I really wanted him to stop blaming himself for me, I felt very bad about it, so I really stopped crying and hugged him and he really stopped feeling bad for me, that is the only result I got out from this journey to the zoo, I know that I really goes out a little or really rarely, but this accident made me really don't want to go out any more, cause I am really done with all of this shit, and can't take this anymore this is the end of the zoo journey.