Have You Ever

Have u ever felt that u don't want to talk cause u have no words that could express what u really feels , have u ever felt that u want to scream with a very load voice but u know that no one will hear ,have u ever felt that cold when all the people r around,have u ever felt that u lost ur smile in the middle of life crowdedness,have u ever felt that u r unsafe in a world full of men around ,have u ever felt that u r full of tears but really can't cry,have u ever felt that u want to be unborn child cause u really know what is waiting for u out there,have u ever felt that u r hungry but really didn't want to eat, having food u like in ur hands but its really tasteless there,have u ever felt that ur back cant be lifted cause its carrying a lot with a heavy weight,have u ever felt that u want to talk but the words are healed makes u mute while u r in a great need to talk,have u ever felt that u r a stranger in ur own home ,have u ever felt sad and blue with no feels u so, or feels what u r really going through,have u ever have a family who care less about u,have u ever have a son who see u just a money collector no less no more,have u ever have no friends around and u r totally a stranger out there,need someone to care or share or do really have ears ,have u ever found someone really there,have ears to listen and have tongue to talk,have u ever have people around with no hearts inside or nothing at all,have u ever felt alone in a dark world black and white no colors at all,have u ever needed to see the sea cause it washes u up but have it ever dirt u more,have u ever felt that u full of anger full sadness,have u ever feels lot of rage toward all, have u ever felt that joy and happiness is weired to have and strange to ask for,have u ever felt nice and silly in one second or more,have u ever hold ur dreams so tight then u let them go,have u ever feels that u r two or more,have u ever felt that ur life is empty and crowded too,have u ever felt u r the only one who dance and cry,have u ever felt that no one there,have u ever felt sweet and rune,happy and sad,white and black sweet in sward in the same second this my life and this the issue I am talking about and discussing too