DO I DARE TO ASK WHY?

Everything around is as a vacuum do I dare to ask why ? Everything is dark as a night without a moon ,Do I dare to ask why ? Everything is just moving very fast as circle which has no beginning and have no end,Do I dare to ask why? Every time I put my feet on the ground I just realize its soft as sand dawning as cold deep water, Do I dare to ask why?Every time I look in front I found myself looking back,Do I dare to ask why? Every time I see the future I found myself living in the past ,Do I dare to ask why? Every time I look to the sun I found myself in a total dark,Do I dare to ask why ?Every time I felt warm I found myself in a frozen bow,Do I dare to ask why?Every time I felt very happy I found myself in the bottom of sad ,Do I dare to ask why? Evey time I felt safe I found myself in waving in a mouth of a Dragon , Do I dare to ask why? Every time I felt very calm I found myself with thousands of voices and on the top of mad,Do I dare to ask why? Every time I found myself and felt stable I found myself nodded among a lot of men,Do I dare to ask why? Every time I saw the light I found myself in the in the darkest point along,Do I dare to ask why?Every Time I ask people for directions they show me the wrong way to cross,Do I dare to ask why?Every time I felt I smell flowers I found myself with onion rings , Do I dare to ask why? Every time I felt happy ever after I found myself alone miserable with my own cats,Do I dare to ask why?Every time I felt I am safe in bed I found myself in the middle of the night fighting with wolfs,Do I dare to ask why ?

Do I dare to ask whyyyyyyyyyyyyy or spare myself the effort and shut my mouth without any reason to cry , any reason to grave, any reason to stay, any reason to leave, any reason talk, any reason to smile,any reason wake up in the morning feeling that bored. feeling that empty, feeling that hollow feeling that sad , Do I really dare to ask why?