A CUP OF TEA

I know one thing very much that I really under estimated the value of my cup of tea,I really own you a great apology cause it's really very important in order to wake up in a proper way, that what I really think very important in order to wake up active and don't take that much time in order to walk up and in order to hear anything happening around you and in order to see your computer screen and in order to deal with others around to communicate with others without the chock of being sleepy and very lazy indeed, I know that one cup of tea is not a problem that if it's really one, I in the normal situation far away from Ramadan and fasting when I open my eyes before washing my teeth and face, I put the boiler on in order to make the magical glass of tea that really is like a glass in front of my own eyes in order to see well and in order to be prepared to deal with others from silly dam people that surrounds us every day in every where, we go through ,I think that is something we really have to get used to it as we could, cause they are really increasing everyday and also everywhere at home at work in the streets in all places around but what shall we do ?we really have to be that patient in order to deal and in order to be that calm and order to deal with others, I am really surrounded with a whole group of them specially at work, I don't know the problem in the people around or in myself as mai, I think I am not that bad or I am not an awful person in deed, I am a normal one with bad luck that is me that what I really think of myself but as I told you before I am not that social, I can't really mix with others that easily, I have many colleagues but really they are dam and stupid too but really I am not that good in dealing with them, they are surrounding me from all directions, I can't run from them and also I can't hide, tell me what would you do if you were in my place??????????????

BOILED AND MIXED INTO PIECES

Good morning all , well I am very tired and sleepy too,don't know all of this laziness from where, I only know one thing,don't know all the night long I dreamed around thousands of bad dreams ,some dreams from my childhood others from my teenage, I don't know what is really happening in my head and brain, I think my brain is very much boiled and after that was put in a mixer in order to be cut into little pieces, well I really wake up everyday as if I was in a war not sleeping in my own bed, as if I was really beaten up to death every single bone in my whole body is really in pain without knowing the reason what behind all of that , well I know that most of the people are in vacation now because of Ramadan and because of the bad weather we are dealing with in Egypt nowadays,but really its a very bad harsh period for us all,that is the reason why when we are in the streets in the early morning it's really empty as if we are in a desert or we are in the middle of nowhere, it was really very strange in the beginning then I really got used to it very much indeed,so really god help us in that all ,what I really want to say that its very difficult to wake up lazy and in pain and also as if someone hit you on the head with a hammer and not any hammer, it is a heavy one ,leaving you in between living and dead, that is what I exactly my feeling this morning and every morning,wake up in chock where does the energy and power goes, I really don't know where, I hope really I would found them cause I am really in a greet need of them in order to wake up in aright way and could really do my job, that what I hope to find in the few days coming along pray for me gays and really searching very hard wish to find them soon,in order to be in shape and in order to feel as if i am really alive not in between you know what I will dig more and more deeper tell i really found it ISA.

MAY I HAVE MY DOLLS BACK PLEASE

You know what my funniest days was as a kid, I used to play and smile a lot,I can't really ignore that, I used to play by myself alone as usual, I was very lonely person indeed, I used to play alone talk a little, really don't know the reason why? I guess I am not that social but I know that I was really happy ,with my toys with my life with my loneliness too,am I that weird ,really I am kind of quiet person I love to hear a lot more then talk, and I can't get used to people fast,I take a lot of time to mix and mingle with others, don't know why but it's really an action I took it very slow since I was just a kid, my mum told me that she used to take me to the nursery and she used to made me sit on a chair when she leaves and when is back she used to find me in the same chair as if she just left me 5 minutes ago not 9 long hours, I really find that very strange but I also got used to all of that, I loved my dolls my toys and I loved to took care of them a lot, and I have a very strange attitude as a kid, I used to keep them for long time I didn't break them or destroy them as all kids do, but also I found that a little bit strange too, any way that was the happiest moments in my whole life would you please give me my dolls back.